Inner Power

"You are now allowing yourself to experience and express your true power. The fairies ask you to affirm, - It is safe for me to be powerful!" - From "Healing with the Fairies" - Doreen Virtue

By Sunday morning I had a really terrible rude awakening. Everything I thought I was doing right, I was doing completely wrong. I had set all these expectations of something should be, and allowed myself to be overcome with grief, stress and anxiety when it didn't go as expected. There were a few things that flipped the script.

After I wrote the blog for last week, I began to realize the story that was playing out. I formed an attachment to the idea that it should be this way and I'm going to do everything in my power to make it so. The more I pushed the button, it actually sunk further and further away. I continued to sink further in myself.

I sat down to plan my classes for next week, and 3 words stood out to me like a sore thumb - OWN YOUR POWER. While I sat and tried to process, that’s what the universe was telling me all along. While I was busy waiting for things to happen according to plan, I lost myself in it. By Sunday morning as I went for a jog I began to think of the words I wrote the day before and was like, WTF am I doing? The Universe was telling me to wake up, as I just humbly gave away power over to the anxiety, heart break and stress. Nope, that's not going to happen anymore.

As I prepared for my week ahead, I felt my energy begin to shift. I now know I am in charge of the narrative. I was affirmed not only by the Universe and by my support I was heading the right direction. I can see the abundance approaching and that things are slowly shifting slightly again because I was able to finally to let go. True healing is never an easy process, and can take a lifetime. Just keep in mind as soon as you restore your inner power, don't let it go friends.